Ties, Pudding, Singing and Deers... Yah.. my life is kinda boring this week

Not a whole lot of AMAZING things going on which I am actually thankful for. We spent the weekend at the farm hunting. Do you realize how CLEAR you can think when walking out in the woods or in cattails... looking for deer. Do you know how FRICKING SCARY it is to see a while tail pop up 5 feet in front of you... knowing there are three grown men with guns waiting to shoot it.... Ok.. it was a bit of a rush. I did really enjoy my time of just quiet... walking, hearing the branches crack under my feet, reflecting on my life and the amazing blessings I have been given... maybe it WAS an amazing weekend! Anyway. Here is Jackson with his ties. He has wanted a tie since Baby Katies baptism. I finally found one at the thrift store for him and Grandma had one too. He wore these around for a while. Jenna with frosting. I am not one of these moms who restrict their kids of sugar... we don't hand it out all the time but you know what... they get treats. This was a BIG treat cuz it was gluten and frosting. Graham Crackers and frosting... she loved it.... licked and licked...

Can you tell she LOVED it!

JACKSON..... JACKSON... We were waiting for Jackson to get off the school bus... she just sits there and yells... JACKSON! Then when the school bus pulls up she runs to the front door.

Barrys Deer. I am not big on killing things...esp cute things... but I have to think of it as this is a blessing cuz it is feeding our bodies... or will once we butcher and process it. I even helped drag it to the truck... Dead deer weight a LOT!

I tried to upload a video of my Jackson but it did not work and I am just too frustrated to try again! Night All!

I like to Move it Move it!!!

Jenna loves to read... this day we peeked around the corner and Jenna was sitting on this HUGE puppy and reading a book... soo happy and content. We were eating lunch and singing.. this is the new favorite song in the family!! Jenna even gets into it.

Here is Jenna showing off her new trick to me... It is soo blurry.. can't figure that out yet.

Happy Birthday Jackson

Happy Birthday to Jackson... wow.. 5 years old. Where does the time go. We started out the day with a gluten free donut and egg sandwich on REAL bread.... (we have allergy drops for those special days like this where we allow him real wheat products in excess... so far so good) then he went out with Dad doing... guy things... and was surprised by Auntie Lissa, Uncle Ryan, Hannah and Hunter with a REAL donut and balloon... BIG HIT.. the donut was gone before he could say thank you. Then Mom ran out.. got his last minute last birthday gift. Barry just about killed me.... another webkin.. Then I got home and he opened his gifts. We had a piece of paper with Pooh on it and he has to look up a website that I wrote down. He is going to Disney Live in December... so he got to see a video of it.... that is what this first picture is of. Jackson and his new friend CoCo... he is a dinasour.

Jacksons tool belt. Now that the boys have a shop Jackson loves to go over there and create things... it was time he had a REAL tool belt and REAL tools... mom is a little nervous but I actually found these "stubby" tools... just his size!

Ahh.. the proud papa surprising Jackson with a speed square...which he recently taught Jackson to use.

A video from this morning... Jackson was watching Matagascar on the computer (playing games on the Matagascar 2 site) and dancing to the characters.

Jackson kept asking where his party was.. and I think he finally understood that we were not doing a friends/family party this year but rather doing a few parties.... we had one last weekend at the farm... on Thanksgiving he will have another party in the big city...then another at papa and nana's.. 3 parties.. he was pretty stoked!

Random Stuff

So with trying to keep myself busy this week I have decided to rearrange the kids rooms. This is Jacksons standing in the hall looking in. I made a little library area for him with our calendar time and then I moved his dresser into his closet and turned his bed so he has a TON of room. Don't know why I had to do this but i am glad I did.. it is pretty nice. Jenna.. .the cone head!

"I don't know"... we just can't get enough of this!

My stud muffin. It is hard to believe that 5 years ago tomorrow night my Jackson was born. Boy.. has it been a ride. This child has tested every last bit of patience in my body and some days I really did not believe that I could do it... but this childs soul is what kept me going. I see through those eyes down to his soul and he is a WONDERFUL human being that is going to make a difference in this world some day. He has already made a difference in mine. No matter what..this child has changed my life forever... he makes me look at things differently everyday and there is never a dull day around Jackson. Happy Birthday my 5 year old... I love you to the moon and back!

Jackson and I being goofy...

I LOVE this video. I was supposed to be heading to a purse party but had to get this on video. Being Jackson is a big boy now he likes to take showers. Here is Jackson... well, doing what everyone does in the shower.... right?

Jackson showing off what we taught him. This took Jackson roughly a week to learn... he amazes me every day!

Smiles...

I was putting away halloween stuff and Jenna came over with this mouth that goes in the pumpkin. It just made me laugh.. which has been few and far between this week.

She just walked around with it and would put it in facing up.. then down... try to talk with it... laugh.. just cracked me up.

Thanks

Thanks to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and well wishes. We experienced a miscarriage. Live is precious... one minute you are dreaming, hoping and planning for something you didn't even know you wanted and the next it is gone. We are soo blessed with our two precious angels and will just focus our energy on them. Blessings!

Prayers

Ok.. if you have not figured it out we are expecting. A BIG surprise for us and we just found out. On another note please say a few extra prayers.... I was in the ER tonight checking on some spotting. No "results" but they said numbers are 1000 and ultrasound showed no baby but a sac... they said could be 2-3 weeks pregnant instead of 7-8 like we thought. Praying they are right and we will have a July baby instead of June like we thought. Thank you for your prayers.... you never know you want something soo bad until you think it may be gone.